A few weeks back, as the winds blew and the snow piled up faster than I could imagine, I complained to my friend Kristi that there must be some way that I could hibernate and skip the cold and snow and wintry months altogether. I assumed that it was simply an impossibility for humans...we're built to hustle and bustle and work too hard and remain plugged in to our many devices that we are so dependent on. But, as I found out this Christmas, it is entirely possible for a human to hibernate, even for a short while.
This Christmas, I headed off toward the folks' a day early due to impending weather, and I headed back to my little homestead a day later than expected for the same reason...leaving me at their place for six days instead of four. But I can't say I minded. All Christmas traditions (with the exception of a few little ones) were kept, and there were days to spare. My mom and I spent most of those extra days in pajamas, sleeping in way too late, lounging around, and eating far too much...sounds like hibernation to me. So, for six glorious days, I didn't check email, rarely checked my phone, did not get on facebook, did not do homework, did not even think about work... How glorious! It was true, real rest for the first time since probably last summer that I stopped everything to do nothing.
So, although I did not sleep until sometime mid-March when the grass begins to turn a warm shade of new green and peek up through the melting snow, I did manage to rest for nearly a full week, and that has made a world of difference. I'm ready now to tackle anything this new year has to offer. And although I may not have bounded out of bed this morning earlier than my alarm clock, I did manage to revel in the sunrise as I headed off to work, and that in itself felt a little like a new beginning, like the start of spring as those hibernating animals begin to shake loose from sleep. And it was good.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
And I'm an idiot....
After all my troubles at the Wal-Mart the other day, I just happened to find both my debit card and my driver's license in a place I never put them....and definitely not in my office. In my house.
I'm an idiot.
At least I can get gas before I leave for work tomorrow.
I'm an idiot.
At least I can get gas before I leave for work tomorrow.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
The Wal-Mart Predicament
Disappointed, but not surprised. That's how I'm feeling after a rough experience at the local Super Wal-Mart last night.
I had mistakenly left my debit card and driver's license at my office on Thursday, and with the storm of doom passing over on Thursday night causing me to forgo any attempt at getting back to Dubuque at all, I debated shopping at Wal-Mart at all. But, I did have my checkbook, and in a moment of nostalgia, thought that I could actually use it as money. Scoff.
So, Friday night, I trudge out into the night, checkbook(only) in hand. I meandered the store for over an hour shopping for mainly groceries, but a few things that will remain undisclosed and proceeded to the checkout line. This is where everything went down.
After ringing up all my items, bagging them up, placing them back into my cart, I handed the cashier my check. She puts in through the little magic money machine and it kicks it back asking for a driver's license. I politely, and a little sheepishly let the lady know that I didn't have it. She let me know that I needed to show it or I couldn't pay with a check. And this point, I am flustered, to say the least. Tears are welling in my eyes, but I'm trying to remain calm. There are people behind me three carts deep, some of whom I think I recognize. I begin to quietly plead. "Ma'am, this check is all I have with me. I have nearly $100 worth of stuff here. I shop here frequently. Isn't there any way to pay with this check?" Now, I understand that I have a tendency to over exaggerate when storytelling, but today, I will stick to the facts. The cashier literally threw her hands up in the air and said, "I cannot override the computer system. There is nothing else I can do!" Refusing to let tears fall, but sounding and looking shaken, I ask to see a manager and was met with the response, "It won't do any good. They can't override the computers either."
I told her then, in a moment of desperation, that I could go get payment because I would still like to buy my groceries, but it would take me more than an hour since I would have to go and get it from Dubuque. I pointed out frozen items that I didn't want to go bad. She pushed the cart out of the way and told me, "I'll take care of it." I look around one last time hoping to find some salvation from the embarrassment I was in then pretty much ran to the doors.
I called Mom, a natural reaction to any uncomfortable situation, by now definitely crying, to which she responds, "Get back in there and demand to talk to someone. This is ridiculous. I'll pay for them over the phone..." (continued ranting on the phone). I walked back in, wiping tears, trying to act brave, Mom still on the phone, and walked to the Customer Service counter. Thankfully, one of my old student workers from fabulous UWP. I went straight to her, explained what had happened, pointed out the crabby cashier, and she said, "Oh, well, we can just take your social security number. No big deal."
Seriously? The solution was that simple? Oh, but the saga continues. They had to search a bit to find my cart, but it showed up at Customer Service, and I overheard the manager say to my friend, "Oh, she told me to get rid of this stuff." She had aborted the purchases rather than pausing it, and "took care of it" all right. I was gone all of 30 seconds, and in another minute or two, my stuff would have been back on the shelves. Imagine me an hour later returning with my debit card planning to purchase the items that cashier #12 said she would take care of for me. No one wants to see that kind of fury.
Needless to say, my buddy at Customer Service re-rang all of my items, took my social security number, and ran my check. That simple.
But here's my predicament now: I have always been a huge advocate of Wal-Mart as the only conglomerate that could really offer the best price and every item I could ever need in one place. You can find Wal-Mart's anywhere, and they're all set up pretty much the same. But because of the sheer size of the corporation, the number of customers they have, losing one is meaningless. There's zero repercussion to mistreatment or mishandling situations. Even if I never come back and somehow convince my friends to do the same, Wal-Mart feels nothing. And further more, where do I go to get all of my stuff? In a real city, you'd find me roaming local markets, whole foods stores, etc. But Platteville, Wisconsin? Not a lot of other options...Wal-Mart, K-Mart, Piggly Wiggly. Ugh. So, you probably won't find me boycotting Wal-Mart or convincing others to join my quest. But, I'm not all that happy about it.
Sigh. I'll probably get over it.
I had mistakenly left my debit card and driver's license at my office on Thursday, and with the storm of doom passing over on Thursday night causing me to forgo any attempt at getting back to Dubuque at all, I debated shopping at Wal-Mart at all. But, I did have my checkbook, and in a moment of nostalgia, thought that I could actually use it as money. Scoff.
So, Friday night, I trudge out into the night, checkbook(only) in hand. I meandered the store for over an hour shopping for mainly groceries, but a few things that will remain undisclosed and proceeded to the checkout line. This is where everything went down.
After ringing up all my items, bagging them up, placing them back into my cart, I handed the cashier my check. She puts in through the little magic money machine and it kicks it back asking for a driver's license. I politely, and a little sheepishly let the lady know that I didn't have it. She let me know that I needed to show it or I couldn't pay with a check. And this point, I am flustered, to say the least. Tears are welling in my eyes, but I'm trying to remain calm. There are people behind me three carts deep, some of whom I think I recognize. I begin to quietly plead. "Ma'am, this check is all I have with me. I have nearly $100 worth of stuff here. I shop here frequently. Isn't there any way to pay with this check?" Now, I understand that I have a tendency to over exaggerate when storytelling, but today, I will stick to the facts. The cashier literally threw her hands up in the air and said, "I cannot override the computer system. There is nothing else I can do!" Refusing to let tears fall, but sounding and looking shaken, I ask to see a manager and was met with the response, "It won't do any good. They can't override the computers either."
I told her then, in a moment of desperation, that I could go get payment because I would still like to buy my groceries, but it would take me more than an hour since I would have to go and get it from Dubuque. I pointed out frozen items that I didn't want to go bad. She pushed the cart out of the way and told me, "I'll take care of it." I look around one last time hoping to find some salvation from the embarrassment I was in then pretty much ran to the doors.
I called Mom, a natural reaction to any uncomfortable situation, by now definitely crying, to which she responds, "Get back in there and demand to talk to someone. This is ridiculous. I'll pay for them over the phone..." (continued ranting on the phone). I walked back in, wiping tears, trying to act brave, Mom still on the phone, and walked to the Customer Service counter. Thankfully, one of my old student workers from fabulous UWP. I went straight to her, explained what had happened, pointed out the crabby cashier, and she said, "Oh, well, we can just take your social security number. No big deal."
Seriously? The solution was that simple? Oh, but the saga continues. They had to search a bit to find my cart, but it showed up at Customer Service, and I overheard the manager say to my friend, "Oh, she told me to get rid of this stuff." She had aborted the purchases rather than pausing it, and "took care of it" all right. I was gone all of 30 seconds, and in another minute or two, my stuff would have been back on the shelves. Imagine me an hour later returning with my debit card planning to purchase the items that cashier #12 said she would take care of for me. No one wants to see that kind of fury.
Needless to say, my buddy at Customer Service re-rang all of my items, took my social security number, and ran my check. That simple.
But here's my predicament now: I have always been a huge advocate of Wal-Mart as the only conglomerate that could really offer the best price and every item I could ever need in one place. You can find Wal-Mart's anywhere, and they're all set up pretty much the same. But because of the sheer size of the corporation, the number of customers they have, losing one is meaningless. There's zero repercussion to mistreatment or mishandling situations. Even if I never come back and somehow convince my friends to do the same, Wal-Mart feels nothing. And further more, where do I go to get all of my stuff? In a real city, you'd find me roaming local markets, whole foods stores, etc. But Platteville, Wisconsin? Not a lot of other options...Wal-Mart, K-Mart, Piggly Wiggly. Ugh. So, you probably won't find me boycotting Wal-Mart or convincing others to join my quest. But, I'm not all that happy about it.
Sigh. I'll probably get over it.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Cans of Worms
They never look as big as they are, you know. Those darn cans of worms look so small and harmless... It's just a little can, you reason with yourself, how bad could it be? But somehow, those little harmless looking cans of worms always shoot out those ridiculously oversized novelty worms that surprise everyone around. How do they do that?
So, today, I deemed myself the "Director of Cans of Worms Opening," as I somehow managed to not only open one, but nearly four separate cans. There was much surprise and shock around me as everyone reacted to the explosion of novelty worms. It just didn't look that bad before I opened it, you know?
One issue that I cracked wide open was a budget issue which was, of course, connected to a student organization issue which quickly became an all student organizations issue which then became a potential advisorship issue. Oh, and don't forget the little bookstore issue I managed to attempt to open up. That one didn't explode quite so violently, although it still may tomorrow.
Now I find myself left with lots of worms lying around and everyone looking around in disbelief. How did all of that possibly happen in one day? I have no idea, but it had to be done. And now we move forward. As a wise man once told me, "Working here is like clearing a minefield with a hammer. Good luck." I guess it just shouldn't surprise me anymore. But worry not! As Director of Cans of Worms Opening, there will be much more of this action taken, but in a few short years, we'll have it all sorted out...all the worms cleaned up and all of at least the big cans opened. Until then, hold on to your hats and watch out for flying novelty worms...there will be many more.
So, today, I deemed myself the "Director of Cans of Worms Opening," as I somehow managed to not only open one, but nearly four separate cans. There was much surprise and shock around me as everyone reacted to the explosion of novelty worms. It just didn't look that bad before I opened it, you know?
One issue that I cracked wide open was a budget issue which was, of course, connected to a student organization issue which quickly became an all student organizations issue which then became a potential advisorship issue. Oh, and don't forget the little bookstore issue I managed to attempt to open up. That one didn't explode quite so violently, although it still may tomorrow.
Now I find myself left with lots of worms lying around and everyone looking around in disbelief. How did all of that possibly happen in one day? I have no idea, but it had to be done. And now we move forward. As a wise man once told me, "Working here is like clearing a minefield with a hammer. Good luck." I guess it just shouldn't surprise me anymore. But worry not! As Director of Cans of Worms Opening, there will be much more of this action taken, but in a few short years, we'll have it all sorted out...all the worms cleaned up and all of at least the big cans opened. Until then, hold on to your hats and watch out for flying novelty worms...there will be many more.
Friday, December 12, 2008
I Wrote You a Letter...
Dearest friend,
I just want you to know that I've been thinking about you a lot in the past few days. Between all the illnesses that have been floating around that I know you've caught a few of, and knowing that by now you're probably feeling pretty overwhelmed by the quickly approaching holiday season, you've been in my prayers.
I know there's always so much to be done around Christmas time...family, presents, food, trees, lights, travel, church...and we far too often allow the hustle and bustle to take us over. Christmas seems to lose it's meaning through all of the wrapping paper, miles driven, and meals stressed over. It becomes a little bit more about the planning and the stuff and the commercial and the bah humbug with each approaching day.
So please, take a few minutes today and sit, just stop and sit, and reflect on how incredible Christmas really is, what is truly means. Savor all of the blessings, traditions, and and moments that you have been given. Breathe deep the wonders of what you have right in front of you, and praise God for the best gift ever given. Be in awe today of that gift, and remember it for what it really is.
Jesus. King of Kings. Lord of Lords. Righteous. Holy. Pure. Messiah. Teacher. Redeemer. God Incarnate. The Only Savior. Our Only Hope.
So, take care this Christmas season. And don't let the meaning of Christmas escape your heart. I love you dearly, and I always will.
Lindsey
I just want you to know that I've been thinking about you a lot in the past few days. Between all the illnesses that have been floating around that I know you've caught a few of, and knowing that by now you're probably feeling pretty overwhelmed by the quickly approaching holiday season, you've been in my prayers.
I know there's always so much to be done around Christmas time...family, presents, food, trees, lights, travel, church...and we far too often allow the hustle and bustle to take us over. Christmas seems to lose it's meaning through all of the wrapping paper, miles driven, and meals stressed over. It becomes a little bit more about the planning and the stuff and the commercial and the bah humbug with each approaching day.
So please, take a few minutes today and sit, just stop and sit, and reflect on how incredible Christmas really is, what is truly means. Savor all of the blessings, traditions, and and moments that you have been given. Breathe deep the wonders of what you have right in front of you, and praise God for the best gift ever given. Be in awe today of that gift, and remember it for what it really is.
Jesus. King of Kings. Lord of Lords. Righteous. Holy. Pure. Messiah. Teacher. Redeemer. God Incarnate. The Only Savior. Our Only Hope.
So, take care this Christmas season. And don't let the meaning of Christmas escape your heart. I love you dearly, and I always will.
Lindsey
Thursday, December 04, 2008
So Good
What is it about this season? And is it the season outside that has made me so reflective lately, or is it perhaps the season of my heart right now? As the weather transitions quickly from fall to winter, it seems that my heart is transitioning into a time equally as poetic and graceful as the fluttering flurries and flakes outside my window today. God has given me the gift of contentment, and what a marvelous gift. I'm learning what it means to appreciate things, to truly appreciate them for what they are, allowing them to just fill and warm me up, to just be able to dwell on them for a bit and savor what they are.
Right now, I'm learning about gifts...not my own gifts, but gifts that are given to me. Never have I seen so many gifts given to me in my life than right now. Time with family, a beautiful snowfall, Christmas concerts, chapel and church services, holiday parties...they are all gifts. People have worked hard to give me such gifts. How can I not have a deep appreciation for them? Last night, I went to a program on campus called Christmas on the Quad. It was a magnificent performance of bell choirs, several choirs and instrumental groups on campus followed by the lighting of the official campus Christmas tree. My heart was torn with emotions, half was swelling with appreciation and gratitude for the gift presented, and the other half was stomped on by those who did not appreciate the gift at all. My eyes welled with tears more than once for both sides of my heart. How can I teach gratitude? Can it be learned? I want so desperately to teach it to others so that their hearts can be full and contented as mine is.
In my quarterlife days, I find myself, not struggling over where or who I should be, but rather, I find myself finally breathing deep the goodness that life has to offer. I can feel the wonder and magic of tradition and the building of memories. I can feel God working in my life to refine me further and bring me closer. How thankful I am!
I want to share this with everyone. I want to spread this feeling....but how? How do you show someone the way to contentment? To love? To wonder and gratitude? To a full heart? Oh, I wish I knew. I wish you could know this as I do right now. How I pray that I will never turn back from this. It is so good.
Right now, I'm learning about gifts...not my own gifts, but gifts that are given to me. Never have I seen so many gifts given to me in my life than right now. Time with family, a beautiful snowfall, Christmas concerts, chapel and church services, holiday parties...they are all gifts. People have worked hard to give me such gifts. How can I not have a deep appreciation for them? Last night, I went to a program on campus called Christmas on the Quad. It was a magnificent performance of bell choirs, several choirs and instrumental groups on campus followed by the lighting of the official campus Christmas tree. My heart was torn with emotions, half was swelling with appreciation and gratitude for the gift presented, and the other half was stomped on by those who did not appreciate the gift at all. My eyes welled with tears more than once for both sides of my heart. How can I teach gratitude? Can it be learned? I want so desperately to teach it to others so that their hearts can be full and contented as mine is.
In my quarterlife days, I find myself, not struggling over where or who I should be, but rather, I find myself finally breathing deep the goodness that life has to offer. I can feel the wonder and magic of tradition and the building of memories. I can feel God working in my life to refine me further and bring me closer. How thankful I am!
I want to share this with everyone. I want to spread this feeling....but how? How do you show someone the way to contentment? To love? To wonder and gratitude? To a full heart? Oh, I wish I knew. I wish you could know this as I do right now. How I pray that I will never turn back from this. It is so good.
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